Fulfilled or Futile...

Would you define your life path currently as fulfilled or futile? Often when we are looking for fulfillment we miss the bigger picture and spend a great deal of our time and energy exercising in futility. Fulfillment is a positive emotion. Futility on the other hand is not and usually results in negative emotions, energy and outcomes. When you honestly and consciously evaluate your days do you spend more time feeling fulfilled and thankful or do you more consistently feel the need to be, do or have more and encounter futility?